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Not really sure what to say... i feel like i'm writing the awkward, "it's not you, it's me," letter.

i don't really feel like i'm at a place where i can share my writing (aka the innermost secrets of my soul).

After reading a book for school and having multiple conversations with people about it, i've found that my opinions and thoughts or feelings are very private to me. i don't like putting myself out there repeatedly only to be told i'm wrong. i don't like feeling so... exposed and vulnerable.

i don't imagine i'll be deleting this account anytime soon... i just want to feel like i'm still in control of some portion of myself... and right now, that means staying hidden.

i haven't been writing... i wrote a couple things but they were on my laptop which was stolen the first day of school. Things at "home" are difficult. i'm doing my best to stay strong. i'm still looking for work. i'm thankful for and annoyed at the rain. Walking in the rain isn't as graceful or pleasant as depicted in film.

i'm going to start writing again because i feel it tugging. i was starting to wonder what kind of writer i was if i didn't ever feel like putting pen to paper... what kind of writer i was if everything i've submitted has been denied publication. i don't know what kind of writer i am and i don't really even like calling myself one because i'm not very well read at all... but i'm going to start writing again. It's just not going to be anywhere very public.

i don't really know who i am right now, and i can't stand the thought of someone else figuring it out before i've had the chance.

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tinyqueen007 Featured By Owner May 26, 2014  Student Writer
happy birthday on may 25
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LadyLincoln Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, sweetheart. I hope your day was beautiful :heart:
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91816119 Featured By Owner May 25, 2014   Writer
Happy birthday, sweetie! Have a fantastic day. :heart:

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Nullibicity Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I wanted to drop by to wish you a wonderful birthday, love! Thank you for inspiring me.

Maybe you weren't even aware that you did, but I remember a certain instance where I was at a really low point--in both my writing and my life. I read a piece from you, then, and perhaps I stumbled across it in a beautiful accident, but am a believer of reasons and fate. I felt a spark. My mind burst forth in the colors of possibility and creation. You inspired me to keep writing... to keep pushing for progress and improvement! When you commented on an extremely personal piece of mine, too, about my trauma, you were a beautiful catalyst for my life. You inspired me to keep improving myself... to make everything beautiful so I could move forward and keep shining. I never thanked you for that... but I suppose I wanted to share that today not only because it's the anniversary of such a lovely soul's entrance into this world, but because I wanted you to know that your words are power. Maybe if you ever start to doubt them (as seems a writer's fate unfortunately) you can recall that they are lions with teeth and roars that reach out far deeper than an internet or a page. They can affect lives, and I wanted to thank you for having an affect on mine. :rose:

So! On this lovely day, where you and your gorgeous soul first came forth, I wish you the best and the brightest future. May your days be filled with too much sunshine and love. May time be your friend, and may the sun rise only to see you smile and laugh and enjoy this life that is perfectly and entirely yours. You are always beautiful and deserving--don't forget it!

Happy birthday, dear lioness. Know you are loved and cherished by many! :heart:

Kelsi :hug:
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SpiralingSpontaneity Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, dear! :huggle: :heart:
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the-solimnludic Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Happy birthday and have a wonderful day!!!!! :heart:
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ithaswhatitisnt Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday!! :tighthug: :heart: :iconrainbowcakeplz:
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TheDarkenedBride Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:D thanx very much for your support :iconrainbowwaveplz1::iconrainbowwaveplz2::iconrainbowwaveplz3: 
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Braxton-T-Rutledge Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014
I do thank you, but I'm not entirely sure what brought you to watching me.
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