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each letter cinches around my chest
until my heart rattles its cage;
xylophone bones whisper the choked out song
imprinted on my skin,
as the words try to find their release in my body
because my teeth stapled fear to my tongue.
After all this time, I don't understand why I still have nightmare about being molested as a child. I woke up screaming and kicked the railing on my loft bed. Foot hurts.

I've been trying to write lately but having a rough time starting.

Maybe I need some prompts.
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I want to have a contest for people because I have ideas for drawings stuck in my head that are inspired by a poem I wrote.

When the time comes can I get some help advertising it?

I'm going to give at least a one month membership to the winner.

Also I've never had a contest before and idk what types of rules I should have in place for an art contest.

Talk at me?
It's really scary to try and convince yourself that it's not the end of the world if someone else doesn't like you back.

I mean... it works really well in the beginning. But then you accidentally like the person a little more. So you get a little more scared about the things they don't know. So (if you're neurotic like me) you give them a laundry list of all your faults that they've earned the right to know and see how they respond.

If they've responded well then you go back to trying to convince yourself that you're ok if this person doesn't like you anymore.

But there reaches a point where you can't really convince yourself of that anymore.

Where you have to start trusting in the other person instead of yourself. Instead of your resilience.

I'm not sure how to handle that yet.
After all this time, I don't understand why I still have nightmare about being molested as a child. I woke up screaming and kicked the railing on my loft bed. Foot hurts.

I've been trying to write lately but having a rough time starting.

Maybe I need some prompts.

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WinteroftheSoul Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2015
Hey Heather, I know this is gonna seem kinda random (what with me usually being Mr. Silent Watcher and all) but...how are you?
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LadyLincoln Featured By Owner May 25, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, lovely. :heart:
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ithaswhatitisnt Featured By Owner May 25, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday! :tighthug: :heart: :iconrainbowcakeplz:
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ssensory Featured By Owner May 25, 2015   Writer
Hey, happy birthday! I miss you and I hope you're doing well. :glomp:

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Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2015   General Artist
hello there, lovely person! :huggle:
this is to inform you that i have made use of one of the titles of your poetry in my title poem over here: fav.me/d8d65gn :love:
i hope that this is alright with you, pray that you enjoy the read, and thank you for your inspirational artistry! :eager: <3
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Braxton-T-Rutledge Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014
Just so you know, we miss reading
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tinyqueen007 Featured By Owner May 26, 2014  Student Writer
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happy birthday on may 25
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LadyLincoln Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, sweetheart. I hope your day was beautiful :heart:
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91816119 Featured By Owner May 25, 2014   Writer
Happy birthday, sweetie! Have a fantastic day. :heart:

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